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Completely shattered

begining to think that love is hopeless for me. Noone accepts me for who I am and iM tired of having to explain who I am and being put on trial all of the time. I accept everyone for who they are but I have never, ever had the same respect retured to me. People are always scared of what they dont understand and I have never lied to any partmer that I have ever been with. Im loyal, true blue, completely faithful, tru to the end . Im always the one that gets left and its because of the way that I was born. I have special abilities. My mind I gues that you could say was too open when I was born and I can do things that others cant and it scares people but I cant help the way that I was born and I have never ever heard hurt anyone, I just know things that I shouldnt know and can do things that I should be able to do and if you dont have an open and understanding mind it scares people. People are always afraid of what they dont understand. I am a very, very gentle , kind, caring, loving, motherly individual that all Ive ever wanted to do was to get married have kids have a home and a dog and eternally make my partner happy forever.thats my goal in life and I cant even accomplish that because when I get comfortable in a situation sometimes I let my abilities out to protect the ones I love and it scares off my partners only because they dont understand.Im so sad that my heart breaks more and more every day as my dream of a family fades away into the air. I just dont think that its going to be possible for me anymore. I just want to run away.Maybe I truely am one of Gods nature freaks. Maybe I dont deserve to be happy. I dont know. I just thought that I would try this and se were it goes.

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